I'm Seth, a big clueless idiot. I get told frequently how hot I am by near enough every girl in our school, but I just brush it off. I don't want a little lap dog girlfriend who's gonna do everything I say, or a jealous little hag, I want the perfect girl, I just have no idea how to find her.
Never, ever had a girlfriend. In my whole life. Never. I've always said no to the pretty little faces of all those heartbroken girls. I don't know why they still try after 5 years of me saying no.
I guess the reason of me not knowing how to find the right girl, or saying no to them all, is cos my Dad never taught me about girls. We never had 'the talk'. He's not always home, sometimes he's down working at the bar, but most of the time he's drinking at the bar. It's a family business, but I don't think he wants to give it to me, hell it will go to Stephanie, my little sister.
My little sister's actually a freakin' genius, she's nearly 15, and is like 20x smarter than me. I get her to tutor me now. I really don't know why I'm so stupid, I mean I listen in classes, I just don't think I take it all in, oooor I don't get it in general.
My mum tries to help, but she doesn't know half the things I need help with. She wants a dog for some reason, I think it's because she wants to fill the hole dad leaves everytime he walks out the door, and comes back at 3am, drunk as a skunk.
I work out like aaaaall the time, thats how I keep my body intact ;D
I don't lead girls on, I mean if I finally find someone 'worthy' (I'm not some stuck up rich boy, honestly I just want a girl who likes me for who I am, not what I've got) of me, I wouldn't know what to do with her, Thanks Dad -.-
I don't want to get involved with the kind of popular girls, since your every move is being watched by what seems like millions, and being judged for any teeny tiny mistake. And quite frankly, I don't want that. I do have some kind of sense.
I'm pretty popular with the guys anyway, since I play for the football and atheletics team. I go to a few parties here and there, usually ones where there aren't 50 girls trying to get my number.
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