I'm an awkward teenager, and will be forever, well not a teenager, but I'll always be awkward :p
I'm gay and I have been my whole life, at least as long as I can remember.
People haven't really given me as hard a time as I had imagined, but it's not been easy. One half of my parent's have accepted me as I am, the other doesn't want to know me. My worst fear is that they will split up 'cos of me, and I reeeeeeally don't want that.
My mum's been as supportive as she could, but I seriously think it's worn her out, within the last few years, she went from a sweet faced, middle aged woman, to a harsh looking elderly lady. You wouldn't believe she was 38.
My dad on the other hand, won't even acknowledge me. I don't exist to him if I'm gay. I am who I am. He's even considered sending me away to a strict catholic school to 'brainwash it out of me', or replacing the son he never had, by adopting one from the orphanage down the road, or having another baby. Either possibility seems unlikely, though.
Soooo new school year starting soon, eh? Bring it. I heard there's a new boy moving here, around my age. Caught a glimpse of him the other day, pretty cute actually, but most guys that cute are straight, not gay. Hell I'd be lucky if we even turn out friends. I have a strange feeling Ali, Libby and Nic will be fighting over him too ;D Let's just hope he’s one of us unpopulars, not some stuck up popular guy. Then again he does look they type to fit in with Luke and Seth, (Hooooooottness*-*) But I'm sure He'd fit in soooo much better with us nerds, gays, and awkwardies, rather than gutter-sluts and uber-hot guys.
Yeah, I'm Dylan, gay and proud, single, nerdy and awkward, nice to meet you.
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